Friday, December 24, 2021

Incarnation

 He who created the universe,

Willingly confined to bones and flesh,

Immortality became mortal,

Accepting frail humanness.

 

We, the product of his hands,

Allowed to touch with ours,

The very hands and face of God,

Who for us subdues his powers.

 

His visage could have struck us dead,

But instead, was marred by man,

For from the very dawn of time,

His death was his own plan.

 

How can I comprehend it?

A humble incarnation,

Design of an Almighty God

To bring to us salvation.



Tuesday, December 7, 2021

Hillary, the Deplorables and Abortion

I just read an article saying that Hillary was right about “deplorables” and their desire to reverse Roe V. Wade and therefore, take away women’s autonomy over their own bodies.


Deplorables are depicted as uneducated right-wing Christian fascists.  Well, that’s pretty insulting to someone like myself who has a graduate degree, typically scores in the 98th to 99th percentile on tests, and does not consider my views to be off the rails into extremism.


I have NOT wanted to vote for Trump in the past two elections.  It required “holding my nose.”  I am appalled by some of his attitudes and behaviors.  However, I was also appalled by the policies espoused by Hillary and now Joe.


I actually do not believe that all abortion is murder.  I know that may be heresy to some of my Christian friends.  I think it is warranted in certain situations…very few situations, but some.  I can stomach the idea of early abortion, particularly in cases of rape and incest.  However, if nothing else, abortion demonstrates disrespect for life.  That general diminishing of the great importance of human life is behind other ills in our society.  School shootings are one thing that come to mind.  Human life, including one’s own life, must be significantly devalued to the point of mental illness for such atrocities to occur.


I would argue that a woman gives up control of her own body when she spreads her legs and allows a man between them.  She is surrendering her autonomy either to him or to her own passions.  There are natural consequences to our behaviors.  The risk of pregnancy is one of them.  Either you accept the consequences of your behavior, or you find some way out…perhaps by terminating the life of your own child.


Whether Hillary et al. want to believe it or not, there are moral absolutes.  Our society has totally abandoned that notion.  When everything becomes acceptable, we leave ourselves and our children drifting in a nightmare.  To what will we cling?  What hope do we have?  What we do have is despair as exhibited by most school shooters and large segments of our society, who feel oppressed and misunderstood.  They act out in rage or dull their pain through substance abuse. 


Trump was in many ways not a reasonable man. (I hope that he does not run in 2024.) I am hopeful that his appointees to the Supreme Court are reasonable people who will do whatever they can to restore some foundational beliefs which have been flushed down the drain in recent years.  If they can’t do that, our country is going to go swirling down the sewer into chaos and complete moral decay.



Sunday, November 28, 2021

A Matter of Perspective

“It’s all a matter of perspective.”  I have heard that expression at times thorough out my life and have previously pondered it.


Today I am flying from San Francisco, California, to Charlotte, North Carolina, and I am thinking about how different one’s perspective of the topography is from a bird’s eye view as from a walking or driving view.  What appears to be an insurmountable barrier from below, looks like nothing more than a slight indentation from 30,000 feet above.  As we drive along a highway passing through cities and towns, we have no concept of the vast wilderness that is on either side of it.  We may stand next to a river watching its flow, but we have no understand of where it comes from or where it goes.  A wind turbine looks like a bit of a toothpick from the air, but having stood at the base of one, I can tell you that they are enormous.


My granddaughter accused me this week of not understanding what it is like to be a child.  She doesn’t just think I have forgotten.  She thinks I never was a child and went straight to being a grandmother!  She is seven, so she can be forgiven for this total lack of logic.  Actually, I do remember what it is like to be a child, and that is why I bother to attempt to correct her behaviors.  I also remember what it was like to be a not-yet-mature adult, which is why I was not offended greatly when a grandson told me that my ideas were out-dated and irrelevant. There is a perspective with age.  One might wish to impart a 70+ year old perspective to a young person, but unfortunately…or maybe fortunately…we each have to live life and experience some pain and sorrow to gain perspective from the passage of time.


Gender also impacts perspective.  I have been better than most females at understanding what goes through the male brain.  I generally get along better with a group of men than with a group of women.  I like women and have women friends with whom I share a deep connection, but trying to function with a group of women sometimes drives me a little crazy.  It’s not that there is anything wrong with the way men and women think…it is wonderful that both exist.  But they come from different perspectives.  Something which gets discussed in mind-numbing detail by women would be quickly decided by a group of men.  I was once part of an all-female committee that spent three meetings discussing what color the napkins should be at an up-coming event.  I didn’t attend the last of those meetings, because I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to control the words that came out of my mouth.


Perhaps, the most important perspective comes from one’s worldview.  How did we get here?  Do we have a purpose?  Do our lives have meaning?  If so, what is it?  I have been at social events where the discussion has led me to believe that my worldview is quite different than that of the typical middle-class white person.  I believe there is a God who is creator and sustainer of the universe.  I believe we are here to honor Him with our lives.  I believe He has a grand design for the world and humanity, and that we each are to play a part in fulfilling His plan.  I believe everything we think we own, really belongs to Him.  It comes from His kindness to us, and we are responsible to Him for how we use it.  That includes our time, talents, and material resources.  I believe God sent His only Son in the person of Jesus to pay the penalty for our sin and to restore our broken relationship with Him.  This is the perspective that has impacted my entire life.


If you are reading this, spend some time thinking about your perspective.



Wednesday, November 10, 2021

My Veterans

Veterans’ Day 2020 is a long way from the end of World War II in 1945.  That was a very significant time in my young life.  I was born just before the war ended.  I was 7 months old before I met my father who had been serving in the Army in France.  Today I am thinking about my family members who served.


My Dad worked in a grocery store as a butcher prior to the war.  After being drafted and going through basic training, he was viewed as having leadership potential and was sent to Officers’ Candidate School. While in the military, he tripped a mine, but other than a ruptured eardrum, he was not hurt.  He told me that the day I was born was the last day anyone actually shot at him.  He came out of the Army as a 1st Lieutenant, and this gave him a leg-up in job hunting after the war.  He worked for a time at Wurlitzer, a company that made juke boxes, and then began working for American Standard as the foreman in the core room.  He later moved and ended up as the production manager in a small business. He spent his life as a “blue collar” worker but always in management positions within the factory.


My Dad’s brother Roy was a conscientious objector, so he went in the military as a medic.  He was stationed on a hospital ship in the Pacific and saw some pretty awful things.  He had one experience that caused him to realize that he could kill someone if he needed to do so.  Coming out of the Army, he used the GI bill to go to college.  He became an engineer specializing in cooling systems.  I knew he traveled all over the world in the early 1950s, a time when such travel wasn’t typical.  Near the end of his 91 year-long life, he confessed that he had been working on cooling systems for nuclear reactors and couldn’t really admit that or talk about it.  He never married or had children.  I was his only niece and was probably closer to him than the nephews were.  He believed having to be in the military had negatively impacted my Dad’s life and earning potential, so in later years, he would send Dad large sums of money.  Dad would turn around and donate it somewhere.  This annoyed Uncle Roy.


My mother had three brothers, all of whom served during WWII.  The oldest brother Frank was already married and had a child when he left for Europe.  He was wounded by a German sniper, had a metal plate placed in his elbow, and recovered in England, before being sent back to the states.  In his absence, his wife had an affair with her boss.  She left Uncle Frank, divorced him, and took their son with her.  He tried to keep up with his son initially, although they were living in another state, but eventually he gave up.  He remarried, but never had another child. I don’t remember his exact career path, but he ended up as a Family Court Clerk.


Mom’s brother Chuck was my Dad’s best friend when they were young men.  That is how my parents met.  Chuck also served in Europe.  When he came home, he had a fairly short career as a fireman, but then went back into the military in the Air Force.  He made a life-time career of this, so he was around the least of my uncles as I grew up.  He sometimes sent letters and photos of places he was stationed.  He was in Alaska in the 50s and was once stationed at the Pentagon.  He was married but had no children.  He died unexpectedly at the age of 50 as a Lieutenant Colonel and is buried in Arlington National Cemetery.  I have visited his grave there.


Mom’s youngest brother Art was in north Africa during the war and contracted malaria.  He had some bouts with this after the war.  He used the GI bill to attend college and law school.  He married and was into a promising career as a lawyer when his young daughter died of cancer.  He went through several disastrous years of grief and not working.  His wife supported them for a time.  Eventually, he pulled himself out of this time of despair and became a college professor.  He structured one of the first paralegal programs for a junior college.  He had always been a heavy smoker and died of lung cancer at about the age of 60.


In retrospect, I can see ways in which military service benefited some family members and had a negative impact on the lives of others.  No one talked about PTSD back then, but I suspect they all had it.  My parents said that after the war, they went to a movie together.  There was a scene at a party, that abruptly went into a war scene with guns blazing.  My Dad flattened himself on the floor of the theater and was shaking so badly that they left the movie.


None of these wonderful men are living now.  I have fond memories of all of them.  My uncles were very kind and encouraging to me.  Immediately after the war, all of the men I have mentioned except Uncle Roy were living with my maternal grandparents.  I was the little princess in the house, and my wish was their command.  I was spoiled rotten.  My mother thought she would never straighten me out.  Some of my first words were also their “colorful” language, but there was a great deal of mutual affection with all of these guys.  Uncle Chuck gave me anything I asked for, Uncle Art taught me to tell my mother I was “standing on my constitutional rights” if she scolded me, Uncle Frank was tallest and would bump my head on the ceiling….I called him Uncle Bink, and Uncle Roy and I developed a life-long secret word with which we greeted and admonished each other.  My Dad was a sometimes harsh and difficult man, but I loved him.  We butted heads right to the end, but we appreciated each other.


I am grateful they all made it home in 1945!



Friday, November 5, 2021

Tell-tale Pain

Now and then, an event in my past life comes to mind, and I have no idea why.  This morning, I thought about a patient I took care of long ago.  I think he was in his 50s or 60s.  I don’t remember his name, but I think he was Scottish as he had a plaid robe that seemed to have significance for him.


I must have taken care of him for several days, because I remember being with him on both the day and evening shifts.  Typically, as students, we would work 2 weeks of days, followed by 2 weeks of evenings and then 2 weeks of nights, on each unit to which we were assigned.


I know I took care of him on the day shift, because I have a distinct memory of discussing him with the Team Leader.  She was a middle-aged lady with a European accent, flaming red hair, and too much blue eye shadow.  She had no sympathy for him.  She was convinced he was just fond of narcotics and didn’t need pain medication.  She paid no attention to my protests that I was sure he was genuinely in pain.


I spent enough time with him to assess his pain…both intensity and type.  He described his upper abdominal pain as “pulsating.”  I dutifully reported and charted this believing it was significant.


I don’t remember what tests were done or why it was that days later, it was suddenly decided on the evening shift that he had to go to surgery right then.  I guess someone finally figured out that the pulsating pain was a large aortic aneurysm threatening to rupture.  I helped to put him on the gurney to go to the Operating Room.


He was clearly frightened.  As others bustled around him, I touched his shoulder, bent down, and said quietly, “We will be waiting for you when you come back.”  There was no family present, and I wanted him to know someone would be there to greet him on his return.


With a trembling voice, he said, “I’m not coming back.”


He was right.  When they attempted to repair the bulge in his aorta, the tissue disintegrated, and he bled to death right there on the OR table.


Would it have made a difference if someone had believed his pain and my description sooner?  I don’t know.  I do know diagnosis would be much easier and faster now with MRIs.  Vascular surgery techniques have improved too.


 I also know that he is one of those patients embedded in my memory.



Friday, October 15, 2021

My Dad Could Sew

Was it a good thing or a bad thing that my father could sew?


When he was a little boy, my father had rheumatic fever.  His mother was hard-pressed to keep him quiet and avoid physical activity. 


Grandma had been a tailor…not just an accomplished seamstress…but a tailor.  Prior to her marriage, she worked at a clothing company that made men’s suits.  When sewing for the family, she even made her own patterns.  She would take measurements and trace out a pattern on newspaper.  Due to her skills, I never had a store-bought winter coat until I was in 7th grade.  Also due to her skills, in desperation to keep my dad inactive, she taught him to sew. 


As a sickly child unable to rough house with the boys, he made clothes for his sisters’ dolls.  As an adult, he could sew on his own buttons and do minor repairs.  After my mother passed away, the problem with this emerged.


Dad never had very good fashion sense.  Years of my mother “dressing” him didn’t give him the picture.  After she passed, he decided that she had encouraged him to wear his slacks longer than he thought they should be.  He was living with us after she departed, so one day when I arrived home from work, he announced that he had shortened all of his slacks.  I was horrified when I saw the results.  He had carefully hemmed his slacks into “high water” position.


So attired, he forged out into the world, happy with his accomplishment and thinking he looked great.


I decided this was not a battle I wished to fight.  I had enough trouble getting him to go to the barber instead of doing a hatchet job on his own hair.


I hope my mother doesn’t scold me when I see her in heaven.  I think she will shrug it off and be as glad to see me, as I am to see her.


Monday, October 11, 2021

Thoughts on a New Day

What new book should I read,

What different place explore,

What question should I ask,

I should open…which door?

 

Is there something I’ve never tried,

A path I haven’t walked,

A truly interesting person

To whom I haven’t talked?

 

Is there a song I haven’t sung,

A joke I haven’t heard,

A flower I haven’t smelled,

A previously unknown bird?

 

Is there a prayer I haven’t prayed,

A task I’ve left undone,

Have I neglected God’s desire

That I glorify His Son.

 

Well then, I have good reason,

Another day to wake,

To continue to seek out,

The path I’m meant to take.



Thursday, September 16, 2021

Spitting on a Rose

Today one of my daughters and I were talking on the phone about the influence grandparents have on grandchildren.  She commented that it was too bad all my grandparents had died by the time I was 13.  She wondered what would be different about me if I had had that on-going interaction into adulthood.  She wondered if Grandma Kratzat would have taught me to tat.


I told her one thing I was certain was that Grandpa Baumeister would have taught me how to grow roses.   He had a small backyard in the city of Buffalo, but he had many roses, and I was fascinated.  I particularly was curious about how he propagated new rose bushes by placing a rose with part of its stem attached in the ground under a mason jar.  To me, it seemed like a miracle that a new rose bush could be grown in this way.


When Grandpa B was in the hospital and seemed to be dying, I was taken to see him.  As I bent down to hug him, he held me close and with tears said, “I am so sorry.  I promised to show you how I grow my roses this summer, but I won’t be here to do that.”  I was not quite 12 years old and had no idea what to say.  I just continued to hug him.


Before talking with my daughter today, it had not occurred to me that the information on how to do this might now be available on the internet, so I went searching.  Sure enough, the technique is described.  It does say one should use a “rooting hormone” to stimulate the develop of the roots.  I am fairly certain this would not have been available commercially 65 years ago.  I wondered what naturally occurring rooting hormones might be available.  I found a list:  cinnamon, aloe, apple cider vinegar, honey, aspirin and saliva.  As I thought about each and what the likelihood of Grandpa using it might be, I thought, “Ha!  Saliva!”  I can picture him spitting on the cut bottom of the stem.  What’s more, I can picture that had he been able to show me his technique, he would have said, “OK, Ruthie, spit on this!”  And since, a young lady spitting was frowned on, it would have been a delicious secret between Grandpa and me as the rose bush grew, that it had required my saliva.


When I get to heaven and ask him about this, I might be disappointed if I find out he used cinnamon or vinegar from Grandma’s cupboard or aspirin from the medicine cabinet.  I prefer to think that something of himself went into those rose bushes.



Monday, September 13, 2021

Discerning Truth

I Corinthians 13 is a very familiar passage from the Bible…often known as the Love Chapter.  Recently a phrase from that section of scripture hit me in a new way as I read it from the Phillips translation.


…if there is knowledge, it will be swallowed up in truth.


This can’t happen soon enough to suit me.  There is so much supposed knowledge floating around these days, and I am certain that some of it is not “truth.”  It can’t possibly all be truth, because some of what is purported to be knowledge is in direction contradiction to other pieces of knowledge.  Truth could be staring someone in the face and not be at all obvious.


This problem is largely due to the prevalence of social media which has given absolutely everyone a platform for their ideas…a way to disseminate them unchallenged.  Any contradictions can be dismissed as coming from someone less knowledgeable or with a significant bias, and who’s to judge that?  The purveyors of the “knowledge” are not personally known to the consumers of it.


In simpler times, there were, of course, crackpots on both sides of issues, but these individuals did not have a very large sphere of influence.  Most were spreading their opinions among family and friends or in a local enough way that everyone knew someone who knew them.  The fact that they were unstable or given to really crazy ideas could easily be determined.  Those close to them knew their level of expertise.  They could not claim to have a body of knowledge on a subject when their level of education and experience were well known or easily verified.


Not so today!  Any nut case can get on the internet and spew their message.  He/she can claim to be educated or to have had firsthand experience, and we have no idea whether this is totally false or a smidge exaggerated.


This is dangerous!  Not everyone is discerning.  Many perfectly intelligent people are being taken in because they think they are listening to experts who “know” the facts.  Some of these facts influence life and death decisions.


Our world is so broken.  Only the one who defines truth can straighten out this mess and swallow up our pitiful knowledge with absolute TRUTH.


Even so, come Lord Jesus.



Saturday, September 11, 2021

Wishing I Was Wrong

There have been a number of times in my life when I wished I was wrong….oh, how I wished I was wrong!


One day while I was in nursing school, I was assigned to care for a very large lady who had had gall bladder surgery.  In those day, there was no laparoscopic surgery, so there was a fairly large incision high in the abdomen on the right side.  This often caused people not to want to breathe deeply and to avoid moving around.  It was the nurses’ job to make them do deep breathing, even if it was uncomfortable, and to get them out of bed and walking to avoid both pneumonia and pulmonary embolisms resulting from blood pooling and clotting in the legs.


My obese patient refused to get out of bed and was even resistive to moving around.  Every time I came into the room, she had talked someone into cranking up the knee gatch.  I tried to explain that this was a dangerous position for her, as it would cause blood to pool in the vessels in her upper legs.


Her response was, “You young things think you know everything!  I know my own body, and I will know when I am ready to move around.”


Complicating the situation was the fact that she was very good friends with her doctor’s wife, who showed up with a girdle, so that she could hold things in when she felt ready to get up.  I wasn’t convinced that was a good idea because I was concerned about vessels in the groin area being compressed, but how does one tactfully object to what the doctor’s wife is doing with the patient.


I was not working the next day and was relaxing in the dorm when I got a phone call.  We all knew we were required to watch a certain number of autopsies.  A friend who was working called to clue me in to the opportunity to watch one that morning.  I inquired who the patient was.  My heart sank when I learned it was my patient the prior day.


I observed the autopsy that morning and two things about it are vivid to me.  One was that she had eaten scrambled eggs for breakfast, and they were in her stomach undigested.  The other….she died of a pulmonary embolism.  Blood had pooled in the leg vessels and formed a clot.  The clot let loose and traveled to her lungs, and that was it.


Sometimes a young thing knows what she is talking about.


I am old and sometimes I still know what I am talking about.


I will never watch another autopsy.  I hope I don’t have to pay my respects at any coffins.


I want to be wrong.  Oh…how I want to be wrong!



 

No Farther

I declared, “You may come this far, but no farther.  Here your proud waves must stop.” Job 38:11


The proud waves roll toward the shore,

Creeping farther and farther,

Onto the barren sand they come

Sweeping away debris.

 

Walking along in the surf,

I feel the outward pull.

I stay in the shallows

Not wanting to be swept away.

 

But what if I stray too far?

What if I don’t see the larger cresting wave?

What if I am encompassed, overpowered,

And pulled into the deep?

 

There is a boundary set

By a more powerful hand.

“This far, but no farther”

The Almighty roars.

 

The proud waves of evil roll,

Attempting to sweep all of us

Outward through the harmless foam

Into the depths and darkness.

 

But the Almighty has set a boundary.

With a voice louder than the surf,

He roars “This far, but no farther.

Enough!  It is finished.”



 

Thursday, September 9, 2021

Schadenfreude

I read the word schadenfreude today, and I have been pondering it.


I take absolutely no pleasure in the pain of others…even those who have made poor decisions that have led to their troubles, or those who have harmed me in the past.  I would not consider gleefully dancing on anyone’s grave.  It would be more likely that I would stand next to it and weep.  I cringe as I watch some make ruin of their lives.  Sometimes I want to stand by the side of the road and scream, “the bridge is out ahead!”  But usually, I am ignored as people I know and love speed by with pedal to the metal.


I know that what I see as right may not be RIGHT.  I know there are differences of opinion, and plenty of room for alternative choices in life.  But, as an old lady who has been around the block a few times, I can often spot trouble before it actually happens.  The degree to which I am correct in my assessment of situations is a bit scary…even to me.  Sometimes I “know” things I don’t really want to know, because I can’t do anything about the situations anyway.


There are current social and political issues about which I have opinions.  Other intelligent and morally upright people may disagree with some of those opinions.  Only time will tell whose perspective is closest to truth.  Sometimes I would really rather be wrong.  If it turns out I am right, there will be grief rather than schadenfreude!



Friday, August 27, 2021

How Long?

How can a life be so precious to one,

And yet so cheap to another?

One man sacrifices his life to save lives.

Another sacrifices his life to take lives.

 

Good and evil coexisting,

Love and hatred confronting each other.

The devil laughs gleefully,

Almighty God weeps, biding his time.

 

Some of us stand at a distance,

Others must enter the conflict,

Live on the razor’s edge,

Tomorrow uncertain, unknown.

 

But when the agony creeps back to us,

A staggering reality pierces the soul,

A black hole expands at one’s core,

Swallowing all joy and light.

 

“How long, O Lord, holy and true,

 until you judge and avenge…”

       (Revelation 6:10)



Sunday, August 22, 2021

Too Soon Old

It is amazing how gradually loss of energy creeps up on one.  I have tried to do too much recently, and I find myself exhausted.  The whole aging thing is such a sneaky process.  One day I was running through life full tilt, not feeling the need to sit down and take a break, and it seems like only a day or two later, I do a simple task and then sink into a chair.  Doing several loads of laundry used to be incidental to doing numerous other tasks during a day.  Now it is the whole project for the day.


A couple of nights ago, I woke up having slept like a log after an exhausting day.  I lay there awake thinking with amazement of what I used to be capable.  It amused me to think that as a nurse the summer I was 21, I worked at a large hospital in Buffalo, NY, and sometimes I was the only RN for six units.  There was an LPN and aide on each floor, but I was responsible for medications, procedures the LPN couldn’t do and decision making.  One night I had two patients dying at the same time, and they were two floors apart.  I wasn’t satisfied with the speed of the elevators that night and spent the night running up and down the stairs, in order to be on top of the situation.  I confess that now walking up two flights of stairs sometimes tires me, especially if I am carrying something.


On another occasion, I was working as a float on the night shift at hospital from which I graduated.  I was a full-time college student and was paying my own way by working on weekends.  When I checked in before 11, the supervisor told me that they were really short staffed and asked me to cover the orthopedic unit.  It was a very large unit with two separate nurses’ stations.  The hospital was the length of a city block and the ortho unit was about 2/3 or ¾  of the length.  I ran from one end to the other all night.  When I clocked out in the morning, the supervisor said, “You are the only person I know who would have agreed to do that.  Anyone else I asked would have turned around and walked out of here.”  I have no idea where that energy came from….except YOUTH.


So there my old bones were laying in the bed with my old brain pondering my fatigue.  We old people watch toddlers run around, and we feel tired just watching them.  Where does that energy come from? we wonder.  Here we are with the storehouse of knowledge and painfully acquired wisdom of old age, but the energy to utilize it is beginning to fade.  We would like to impart some of the knowledge and wisdom to the younger generations, but some of them think what we have to offer is outdated and irrelevant.


My Dad used to say, “We are too soon old and too late smart.”


Sometimes we encounter younger people who are interested to learn from us.  A young lady sitting in the plane with us recently asked us what the secret of our long happy marriage was.  It is nice to be able to share what one has learned with a younger person and feel they are genuinely interested.


But, whether or not they are interested, I will try to share what I have learned with those who still have the energy to implement it.


Very important piece to pass on:  The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. 

Proverbs 9:10




Friday, August 13, 2021

Not Ready for the Rocker

Not ready for the rocking chair,

Motion in one plane,

Forward and backward,

A monotonous refrain.

 

My life is not a neutral,

A gray or beige or buff.

Nor is it full of glitter,

An accent is enough.

 

It’s not a quiet whisper,

Nor a blaring horn,

Not a jittering staccato

Or dirge with which to mourn.

 

But a palette of all colors,

A symphony of sound.

Never dull or boring, but…

On new adventure bound.



Sunday, August 8, 2021

False Prophets

Deuteronomy 18:22 

If what a prophet proclaims in the name of the Lord does not take place or come true, that is a message the Lord has not spoken. That prophet has spoken presumptuously, so do not be alarmed.


Back in February, Dr. Sherri Tenpenny predicted that the COVID vaccine would be used to depopulate the country and that a massive die-off would occur between 41 and 365 days in the future.  I do not know whether she believes in the Lord or views herself as speaking for him, but I think the concept in this verse applies.  If someone makes a prediction and it doesn’t come true, we should not continue to give that person any credibility or to allow them to make us fearful.


It is now over 180 days past the time she made the prediction and the massive die off did not begin at 41 days nor has it since.  The deaths now occurring from COVID are over 90% in the unvaccinated.  Tenpenny meanwhile has gone on to declare that the vaccine makes people magnetic…that metal objects will stick to their skin.  She claims there are pictures all over the internet showing this phenomenon.  I have looked and can’t find any…just the usual tricks people do with spoons dangling from various body parts.  My husband and I are vaccinated and neither of us have metal objects sticking to us. This is also not happening to the over 2000 people in our retirement community who are vaccinated.  It is actually rather whacko!  The vaccine contains nothing metallic.  Her claim has no basis in science or in observed facts.


She is a FALSE PROPHET.  Do not believe her and do not be alarmed.  Please don’t allow her or any other false prophet to keep you from being vaccinated.


If you are hesitating, please stay aware of the results of ongoing studies.  Perhaps at some point, you will have your fears allayed and feel secure in getting the injection.  You don’t have to admit that you were previously “wrong.”  Just quietly go have it done.


The vaccination is way past being able to be viewed as “experimental.”  Even if it was, I was willing to be a guinea pig.  I have been vaccinated for 6 months and have, thus far, had no ill effects.  If I had, well, I am expendable.


I also don’t understand why people view vaccine mandates as loss of liberties.  Laws require us to wear seat belts, put our children in car seats, wear helmets on motorcycles, license our cars, get building permits, pay taxes, etc.  We are in a crisis.  Of course, I’ll get the jab.  If you go get the vaccination of your own free will, the government won’t have to force it on you.  No need for another law.


What of all these worries about it being RNA?  RNA does not go into the nucleus and change DNA.  Rather DNA is a template on which RNA is formed.  And by the way, as state after state legalizes marijuana, cannabis does cause gene mutations.  Don’t be smoking weed if you are really worried about your DNA being altered!


There is way too much fearmongering going on from people who are not as informed as they think they are.  Too many among us are listening to the wrong “experts’ who are, in fact, false prophets.


If what they predict doesn’t turn out to be true, don’t be stubborn!  Jump ship!   



Friday, July 23, 2021

How to Tether to an O-2 Tank

About 4:30 this morning, I was lying awake when I heard a sound distressing to my nurse’s ears.  Our bedroom is at the back of our apartment.  The window was open a bit and faces the driveway of an adjacent apartment building.  The sound I heard was a man coughing, but not just any cough.  The cough exhibited the telltale sound of constricted airways.  I wondered if he was having an asthma attack.  I thought perhaps he was on the way to his car, but there was never the sound of a car door, and the concerning cough continued.


Eventually I got out of bed and peeked under the shade.  A man was standing on the small back porch of the building behind our apartment complex.  I watched for only a few seconds when I saw the flash of a lighter being used.  He was smoking.  Ah!  That was the explanation for the horrible cough.


I wanted to shout out the window…”Oh, please, mister.  Stop smoking!  Don’t you know you are already showing signs of COPD?  You will soon be tethered to an oxygen tank.”  But it was 4:30 AM, and I wasn’t sure who else I might awaken in our complex.  I was certain one of those disturbed would be my husband.  I also was fairly certain the guy wouldn’t think I was the voice of God or an angel giving him a message not to be ignored.  I was just a busybody old woman peeking out of her bedroom window.


I went back to bed thinking about the whole notion of smoking.  I grew up in a family with many smokers.  My paternal grandfather smoked cigars and died at 69.  My Dad smoked cigarettes until I was about 7 years old.  He quit and living to be almost 91.  My maternal grandfather smoked and died at 65.  My mother’s three brothers smoked and died at 50, 61 and 70.  Two of her brother’s wives smoked.  I am uncertain how old they were when their health deteriorated.  But, there certainly was a pattern in our family between smoking and not living to a ripe old age.


I saw so much smoking when I was little, that it is somewhat attractive to me.  The whole notion of having something in one’s mouth and manipulating the cigarette is something I can almost feel myself doing.  I certainly “smoked” candy cigarettes as a child and imitated the motions I had seen.  I have, however, never tried a single cigarette in my life.


I wonder if no one has worked on the idea of developing a cigarette than is pleasant to inhale, but which also delivers medication to open airways without filling the lungs with black goo.


Things to ponder when awake at night.