I am quite fond of both recent versions of Pride and Prejudice, the longer BBC version with Colin Firth and Jennifer Ehle and the shorter one with Matthew MacFayden and Keira Knightley. I have watched both multiple times and can't decide which I like best. Each has scenes I prefer over the other and supporting characters I like better.
Yesterday I used the 2 hour version to put some civility and dignity back into my life after a phone call I received in which someone directed crude and foul language at me. Of course, the manners demonstrated in both versions seem stiff and affected to us today, but there is something comforting in the pattern. No matter how much one loathes another, he or she is still bowed to and given at least a surface respect. The characters communicate their intent very clearly without profanity. There is something to be said for keeping things civil.
So, I hung up on the disrespectful perpetrator of foul language and stood there shaking briefly, until it occurred to me that I could get the nasty encounter out of my head and immerse myself in a climate of cordiality by popping in the DVD of Pride and Prejudice.
As Sir Lucas would say, "Capital!"
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Dinner Date? No way!
Today I once again went to a farmers' market and set up an informational table regarding cancer screenings. During the course of the morning, a man stopped to speak with me. He was initially somewhat hostile. He informed me he had an "attitude" toward "you people"....meaning my agency. Except, he had no idea what we do, and it turned out he was actually mad at the Federal Government regarding a Medicare and Social Security issue, which has absolutely nothing to do with me or my agency.
He ended up dumping quite a bit of his history on me, including the fact that he had recently served jail time for DWI and that his wife of 30-some years had viewed this as the final straw and left him.. He felt badly about the impact his actions had had on her life. I asked him if he had quit drinking. He allowed that I had hit the nail on the head with that question. We got into an in depth discussion which resulted in him saying he felt as though he had been to an AA meeting right there out on the street. As he left, he said, "You are a really nice lady, Ruth."
I wondered about this interchange. I was pretty sure it would not have any lasting impact on him. He told me he wasn't ready to change.
A bit later he returned, and oh my, he asked me what my plans were for dinner this evening. I had not anticipated such a turn of events. I thought we had had a strictly professional conversation. I told him that I was married and that my husband was returning from a trip out of town, and I had a "date" with him this evening. He said, "Well, maybe you will be back here sometime....you never know." I assured him that I had been happily married for 43 years and my husband was a wonderful man, and that I wasn't going out to dinner with anyone else. He said, "Sometimes things change." He eventually left, but not until he had asked for my business card. I had my business cards with me, but I gave him one from the agency hoping it would be a deterrent, since I was pretty sure his interest was not professional.
As I was packing up to leave, he returned again! He was talking to the folks in the adjacent booth, and I was ignoring the conversation. Except that I heard the phrase, "Actually, I'm interested in the lady next to you, who is packing up."
I got in my car to drive away, and there he was knocking on my window. He apparently felt it necessary to remind me once more that "sometimes things change," and he hoped to see me again.
This man has NO CLUE how fussy I was about whom I would consider dating when I was a young woman. Should I ever be without my husband, which I hope with all my heart that I never am, I would be even more fussy as an old woman! If I ever have the misfortune to run into that man again, and he tries to cross the professional-personal line, I will be explaining in unmistakable language that he is not in the minority of the male population that I would consider as a dinner date.
I am anxiously awaiting my husband's return home.
He ended up dumping quite a bit of his history on me, including the fact that he had recently served jail time for DWI and that his wife of 30-some years had viewed this as the final straw and left him.. He felt badly about the impact his actions had had on her life. I asked him if he had quit drinking. He allowed that I had hit the nail on the head with that question. We got into an in depth discussion which resulted in him saying he felt as though he had been to an AA meeting right there out on the street. As he left, he said, "You are a really nice lady, Ruth."
I wondered about this interchange. I was pretty sure it would not have any lasting impact on him. He told me he wasn't ready to change.
A bit later he returned, and oh my, he asked me what my plans were for dinner this evening. I had not anticipated such a turn of events. I thought we had had a strictly professional conversation. I told him that I was married and that my husband was returning from a trip out of town, and I had a "date" with him this evening. He said, "Well, maybe you will be back here sometime....you never know." I assured him that I had been happily married for 43 years and my husband was a wonderful man, and that I wasn't going out to dinner with anyone else. He said, "Sometimes things change." He eventually left, but not until he had asked for my business card. I had my business cards with me, but I gave him one from the agency hoping it would be a deterrent, since I was pretty sure his interest was not professional.
As I was packing up to leave, he returned again! He was talking to the folks in the adjacent booth, and I was ignoring the conversation. Except that I heard the phrase, "Actually, I'm interested in the lady next to you, who is packing up."
I got in my car to drive away, and there he was knocking on my window. He apparently felt it necessary to remind me once more that "sometimes things change," and he hoped to see me again.
This man has NO CLUE how fussy I was about whom I would consider dating when I was a young woman. Should I ever be without my husband, which I hope with all my heart that I never am, I would be even more fussy as an old woman! If I ever have the misfortune to run into that man again, and he tries to cross the professional-personal line, I will be explaining in unmistakable language that he is not in the minority of the male population that I would consider as a dinner date.
I am anxiously awaiting my husband's return home.
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Excess vs Need
I am nauseous.
I just watched the video of a tour through Donald Trump's private jet which cost $100 million dollars. The fixtures, including the seat belt clips, are plated with 24 K gold.
Yesterday I stopped in a drugstore to pick up a travel size tube of toothpaste for my husband. A young black girl stood in front of the sanitary napkins with a sale brochure and a few coins in her hand. She asked me for a dollar to help her buy what she needed. After I gave it to her, I realized that what she had was still inadequate, and that she was planning to beg from other women who entered that aisle until she had enough. I gave her the rest of the money.
She looked astonished and said, "You didn't have to do that."
I thought of her repeatedly throughout the day, and when I woke up this morning. I thought that I should have asked her if there was anything else she needed. I wondered where her mother was. Was there no adult in her life who cared for her needs? My heart was aching.
Having watched the video of The Donald's ridiculous and ostentatious excess, I now have nausea in addition to the ache.
I just watched the video of a tour through Donald Trump's private jet which cost $100 million dollars. The fixtures, including the seat belt clips, are plated with 24 K gold.
Yesterday I stopped in a drugstore to pick up a travel size tube of toothpaste for my husband. A young black girl stood in front of the sanitary napkins with a sale brochure and a few coins in her hand. She asked me for a dollar to help her buy what she needed. After I gave it to her, I realized that what she had was still inadequate, and that she was planning to beg from other women who entered that aisle until she had enough. I gave her the rest of the money.
She looked astonished and said, "You didn't have to do that."
I thought of her repeatedly throughout the day, and when I woke up this morning. I thought that I should have asked her if there was anything else she needed. I wondered where her mother was. Was there no adult in her life who cared for her needs? My heart was aching.
Having watched the video of The Donald's ridiculous and ostentatious excess, I now have nausea in addition to the ache.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Putting It All Together
I just assembled the weed-whacker which has been sitting in the box in our garage for months. The yard is in serious need of something a bit more tailored than mowing accomplished via a rider. I guess I should have known when we purchased it that the assembly job would be mine. Tradition would make it a job for the man in the house, but....
When I was in high school, we took a battery of tests that were supposedly designed to help us determine a career path. The guidance counselor laughingly told me that I had bested all the males in the class on the test of mechanical aptitude. Given my strong math ability, he probably should have suggested that I go into mechanical engineering, but thinking about women in that type of field hadn't quite hit the social landscape. I headed off to nursing school.
During the early years of our marriage, my husband assembled toys for the kids and furniture and whatever else. However, I noted that he found this very frustrating. He is a perfectionist, and if everything didn't line up correctly or a screw was missing, the project really bogged down. Eventually I decided that I was better equipped for the task. I think it started over thirty years ago with a sandbox that had seats and an awning.
I actually enjoy working through assembly instructions. It is rather like solving a puzzle. My husband is very good at jigsaw puzzles and Sudoku. He just doesn't see assembling things as a game or a challenge.
We needed a new lock on the back door of our previous home. We purchased the new lock and it sat in our kitchen for months....probably close to a year. He was certain that the screws in the package were too long, and he refused to get into the project and problem solve along the way. Finally, I tackled the job while he was at work. He was right. The screws were too long, but the instructions said that if you found that to be true, you could break them off at a line which had been scored for that purpose. I was not physically strong enough to break the screws, but I knew there was a vise and a hacksaw in the basement. When he came home he said, "Oh, you found someone to fix the lock."
So today when he comes home, he is going to trip over the weed-whacker just outside the back door. Fortunately for me, he actually seems to enjoy yard work.
Marriage partners should divide tasks by what they do well and enjoy. Forget about tradition. If neither of you can do a project, hire someone. It's worth the price to avoid conflict.
When I was in high school, we took a battery of tests that were supposedly designed to help us determine a career path. The guidance counselor laughingly told me that I had bested all the males in the class on the test of mechanical aptitude. Given my strong math ability, he probably should have suggested that I go into mechanical engineering, but thinking about women in that type of field hadn't quite hit the social landscape. I headed off to nursing school.
During the early years of our marriage, my husband assembled toys for the kids and furniture and whatever else. However, I noted that he found this very frustrating. He is a perfectionist, and if everything didn't line up correctly or a screw was missing, the project really bogged down. Eventually I decided that I was better equipped for the task. I think it started over thirty years ago with a sandbox that had seats and an awning.
I actually enjoy working through assembly instructions. It is rather like solving a puzzle. My husband is very good at jigsaw puzzles and Sudoku. He just doesn't see assembling things as a game or a challenge.
We needed a new lock on the back door of our previous home. We purchased the new lock and it sat in our kitchen for months....probably close to a year. He was certain that the screws in the package were too long, and he refused to get into the project and problem solve along the way. Finally, I tackled the job while he was at work. He was right. The screws were too long, but the instructions said that if you found that to be true, you could break them off at a line which had been scored for that purpose. I was not physically strong enough to break the screws, but I knew there was a vise and a hacksaw in the basement. When he came home he said, "Oh, you found someone to fix the lock."
So today when he comes home, he is going to trip over the weed-whacker just outside the back door. Fortunately for me, he actually seems to enjoy yard work.
Marriage partners should divide tasks by what they do well and enjoy. Forget about tradition. If neither of you can do a project, hire someone. It's worth the price to avoid conflict.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Crashing a Party
I guess I can cross "crashing a party" off my bucket list....something I had never done until yesterday.
For several days extensive preparations have been going on at my neighbor's home. Their oldest daughter turned 16, and they planned a very elaborate "Sweet Sixteen" party around a carnival theme. Various booths appeared in the yard for arcade type games. In addition to the pool, which is a permanent fixture, there was a dunking booth and a bouncy contraption and fat sumo suits for kids to put on and fight in. The entire area was decorated with tents and banners and balloons and flags. They had hired a man who creates balloon animals. But, they didn't have a clown.
As the afternoon began, cars started to arrive. Their driveway and the street, on both sides, were soon lined with vehicles from which laughing teenagers emerged. A few parents were also in attendance and by late afternoon the celebration was in full swing. But, they didn't have a clown.
I hauled out my red and white stripped stockings and a black hat with a colorful band and a large flower sticking out of the top. Pieces of red yarn hang from under the edge like stringy hair. I purchased the hat at the Ringley Museum gift shop in Florida. I threatened to wear it home on the plane, but fortunately (for my husband) it collapsed and fit in my suitcase. The stockings showed nicely below a pair of black crop pants. My husband had just given me a nearly florescent yellow sweatshirt that he received at a race. I turned it inside out, so that the logo didn't show and tied a colorful scarf around my neck. I once had a very, very large pair of red shoes, but I sold them in a rummage sale, so my black mules had to do. I found a pair of white gloves to wear, but first, I had to make up my face.
I just happen to have some clown makeup. My blue "eyeshadow" extended up into my forehead completely covering my normal eyebrows. Red circles on each cheekbone, a very large smiling mouth, and a few freckles made with my eyeliner, and I was good to go.
I had earlier purchased a couple of bags of Tootsie Pops. I placed them in a colorful little bucket.
I decided on the direction from which I should approach the party so that no one would likely see me coming until the last minute. I decided to talk as little as possible, and began circulating and holding out my bucket of lollipops. It was a riot to see the reactions of the teenagers. A guy from my former neighborhood showed no signs of recognizing me. One girl refused the lollipop saying, "I don't take candy from strangers."
Of course, I wasn't really a stranger....I was just strange. I certainly got some quizzical looks. The younger sister of the birthday girl had a look of confusion, as in...."I don't remember a clown being part of the plans."
I was at the party much less time than it took to put the make-up on and take it off. But then, I didn't really belong there, being 50 years older than most of the guests. In any event, I can cross "crash a party" off my list of things to do before I kick the bucket.
For several days extensive preparations have been going on at my neighbor's home. Their oldest daughter turned 16, and they planned a very elaborate "Sweet Sixteen" party around a carnival theme. Various booths appeared in the yard for arcade type games. In addition to the pool, which is a permanent fixture, there was a dunking booth and a bouncy contraption and fat sumo suits for kids to put on and fight in. The entire area was decorated with tents and banners and balloons and flags. They had hired a man who creates balloon animals. But, they didn't have a clown.
As the afternoon began, cars started to arrive. Their driveway and the street, on both sides, were soon lined with vehicles from which laughing teenagers emerged. A few parents were also in attendance and by late afternoon the celebration was in full swing. But, they didn't have a clown.
I hauled out my red and white stripped stockings and a black hat with a colorful band and a large flower sticking out of the top. Pieces of red yarn hang from under the edge like stringy hair. I purchased the hat at the Ringley Museum gift shop in Florida. I threatened to wear it home on the plane, but fortunately (for my husband) it collapsed and fit in my suitcase. The stockings showed nicely below a pair of black crop pants. My husband had just given me a nearly florescent yellow sweatshirt that he received at a race. I turned it inside out, so that the logo didn't show and tied a colorful scarf around my neck. I once had a very, very large pair of red shoes, but I sold them in a rummage sale, so my black mules had to do. I found a pair of white gloves to wear, but first, I had to make up my face.
I just happen to have some clown makeup. My blue "eyeshadow" extended up into my forehead completely covering my normal eyebrows. Red circles on each cheekbone, a very large smiling mouth, and a few freckles made with my eyeliner, and I was good to go.
I had earlier purchased a couple of bags of Tootsie Pops. I placed them in a colorful little bucket.
I decided on the direction from which I should approach the party so that no one would likely see me coming until the last minute. I decided to talk as little as possible, and began circulating and holding out my bucket of lollipops. It was a riot to see the reactions of the teenagers. A guy from my former neighborhood showed no signs of recognizing me. One girl refused the lollipop saying, "I don't take candy from strangers."
Of course, I wasn't really a stranger....I was just strange. I certainly got some quizzical looks. The younger sister of the birthday girl had a look of confusion, as in...."I don't remember a clown being part of the plans."
I was at the party much less time than it took to put the make-up on and take it off. But then, I didn't really belong there, being 50 years older than most of the guests. In any event, I can cross "crash a party" off my list of things to do before I kick the bucket.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Ajax by Sophocles
Ajax is another miserable fellow...not quite as miserable as Oedipus, but certainly ill-fated.
The goddess Athena is rooting for Odysseus and against Ajax, so she causes Ajax to think that a herd of cattle are enemy soldiers. He proceeds to slaughter some and take others back to his tent to be tortured to death. All the while, he is thinking he will gain favor with his allies, because of his dominance over the enemy. Instead, everyone thinks he has lost his mind.
His wife Tecmessa has apparently developed affection for and loyalty to him, even though she was originally spoils of a previous battle. They have a son together (Eurysaces), and she is, of course, concerned for his well-being and future. When Ajax eventually comes to his senses, she is doubly grieved. She explains that while he was living in a fantasy, at least he was happy, and only those who cared for him were sad. Now that he realizes what he has done, he himself is grieved, and his friends are still grieved, so matters are worse than before.
Ajax decides that he must kill himself. 'Tis base for a man to crave the full term of life, who finds no varying in his woes. What joy is there in day following day--now pushing us forward, now drawing us back, on the verge--of death?...One of the generous strain should nobly live, or forthwith nobly die...
Tecmessa pleads for her own sake and that of their son, that he not commit suicide. Since he has ravaged her country, and her mother and father are dead, her welfare hangs on him. ...have thought for me also: a true man should cherish remembrance, if anywhere he reap a joy.... But whosoever suffers the memory of benefits, to slip from him, that man can no more rank as noble.
Eventually Ajax does kill himself. An argument occurs regarding whether or not his corpse should be buried. If you have read Antigone, that should sound familiar.
Interestingly, his enemy Odysseus intervenes and declares that he should be buried. To me also this man was once the worst foe in the army...yet, for all that he was such toward me, never would I requite him with indignity....When a brave man is dead, 'tis not right to do him scathe--no, not even if thou hate him....His worth weighs with me far more than his enmity.
Interesting themes:
Tecmessa makes the point that suicide is a selfish act. It is an easy out for the person who commits it. It leaves his family and friends behind to grieve. Is that "noble?"
Odysseus' feelings of hatred do not extend beyond the grave. He takes the measure of the man's life. Ajax was a worthy adversary, and so he is willing to honor him in death.
The chorus has the final word: Many things shall mortals learn by seeing; but, before he sees, no man may read the future or his fate.
We human beings are stuck in one dimensional, one direction time. The future is hidden. Sometimes we think we would like to see it. It's probably best that we don't.
The goddess Athena is rooting for Odysseus and against Ajax, so she causes Ajax to think that a herd of cattle are enemy soldiers. He proceeds to slaughter some and take others back to his tent to be tortured to death. All the while, he is thinking he will gain favor with his allies, because of his dominance over the enemy. Instead, everyone thinks he has lost his mind.
His wife Tecmessa has apparently developed affection for and loyalty to him, even though she was originally spoils of a previous battle. They have a son together (Eurysaces), and she is, of course, concerned for his well-being and future. When Ajax eventually comes to his senses, she is doubly grieved. She explains that while he was living in a fantasy, at least he was happy, and only those who cared for him were sad. Now that he realizes what he has done, he himself is grieved, and his friends are still grieved, so matters are worse than before.
Ajax decides that he must kill himself. 'Tis base for a man to crave the full term of life, who finds no varying in his woes. What joy is there in day following day--now pushing us forward, now drawing us back, on the verge--of death?...One of the generous strain should nobly live, or forthwith nobly die...
Tecmessa pleads for her own sake and that of their son, that he not commit suicide. Since he has ravaged her country, and her mother and father are dead, her welfare hangs on him. ...have thought for me also: a true man should cherish remembrance, if anywhere he reap a joy.... But whosoever suffers the memory of benefits, to slip from him, that man can no more rank as noble.
Eventually Ajax does kill himself. An argument occurs regarding whether or not his corpse should be buried. If you have read Antigone, that should sound familiar.
Interestingly, his enemy Odysseus intervenes and declares that he should be buried. To me also this man was once the worst foe in the army...yet, for all that he was such toward me, never would I requite him with indignity....When a brave man is dead, 'tis not right to do him scathe--no, not even if thou hate him....His worth weighs with me far more than his enmity.
Interesting themes:
Tecmessa makes the point that suicide is a selfish act. It is an easy out for the person who commits it. It leaves his family and friends behind to grieve. Is that "noble?"
Odysseus' feelings of hatred do not extend beyond the grave. He takes the measure of the man's life. Ajax was a worthy adversary, and so he is willing to honor him in death.
The chorus has the final word: Many things shall mortals learn by seeing; but, before he sees, no man may read the future or his fate.
We human beings are stuck in one dimensional, one direction time. The future is hidden. Sometimes we think we would like to see it. It's probably best that we don't.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Leading the Blind
Yesterday I made a quick stop downtown to talk with someone whom I thought could give me insight into a project I need to work on. As I hurried down the sidewalk, I came up behind and walked around a man with a white cane who seemed to be pausing. I don't know how he knew I was there, but he called out to me, "Can you tell me where the Arcade is?"
I stopped and said, "You are right in front of it." Actually, he was just a few steps beyond the open entryway. So, I added, "Turn around and walk about 4 steps in the opposite direction. Now turn to your left. The door is straight ahead of you, but there is a sign on the ground you will have to walk around."
I waited for him to navigate around the knee-high tent sign which was definitely a hazard for a blind man. "OK, you are at the opening."
He put a hand on the open door frame and turned to thank me. "I used to be able to find the entrance, because there was an awning over it. I could tell the difference when I walked under the awning, but they have taken it down, and now I don't know where the doorway is."
I cannot imagine what it would be like to be blind. The idea of attempting to navigate the world without sight is terrifying to me. Obviously other senses become keener to compensate, but even so, the world is full of hazards and changes from day to day. Just when you think you have it figured out, someone takes down the awning!
An awful lot of people in the world are figuratively blind and losing their way. They can't find the door, because someone has taken down the awning. Something that should be there for protection, but that also provides guidance, is missing. I don't know if the awning on the Arcade will be put up again, but typically figurative awnings once removed are not replaced. So, we live in a world with fewer and fewer awnings, resulting in greater and greater moral confusion.
I stopped and said, "You are right in front of it." Actually, he was just a few steps beyond the open entryway. So, I added, "Turn around and walk about 4 steps in the opposite direction. Now turn to your left. The door is straight ahead of you, but there is a sign on the ground you will have to walk around."
I waited for him to navigate around the knee-high tent sign which was definitely a hazard for a blind man. "OK, you are at the opening."
He put a hand on the open door frame and turned to thank me. "I used to be able to find the entrance, because there was an awning over it. I could tell the difference when I walked under the awning, but they have taken it down, and now I don't know where the doorway is."
I cannot imagine what it would be like to be blind. The idea of attempting to navigate the world without sight is terrifying to me. Obviously other senses become keener to compensate, but even so, the world is full of hazards and changes from day to day. Just when you think you have it figured out, someone takes down the awning!
An awful lot of people in the world are figuratively blind and losing their way. They can't find the door, because someone has taken down the awning. Something that should be there for protection, but that also provides guidance, is missing. I don't know if the awning on the Arcade will be put up again, but typically figurative awnings once removed are not replaced. So, we live in a world with fewer and fewer awnings, resulting in greater and greater moral confusion.
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